Iff one day...If one day you call my phone, voice tells you the number becomes empty, you will not be lost, will think I am? If one day, your cell phone could not have been my message, my phone, you will not be sad? If one day we won't be able to see anymore, you won't find that you love me? If it was me, the outcome is not the same. If you insist, memories will not do so.<3

不想给你知道我是多么的想你~！！~~
不知放什么表情好。@@
这个       ：）
还是       ：（这个！！
or this one @@n <m(OO)m>



@@+ing~XD

cute !like u!

在梦里再次遇见你〉0<



永远的结果都是一样：D



想问你：


       你好吗？
       读书还可以吗？
       有女朋友吗？
       朋友对你好吗？
       生活过得充实吗？
   很多很多的疑问在我脑海里不断出现？：（



最重要的：也是我最想要知道的：
                               有想我吗？hehe:)没有啦。。
                       
                      ~你辛福吗~？


呵呵！~
      想起我们真的是幼稚~（哈`哈）
      还记得我们怎样写信吗？hehe
      当时我们真的很天真，可我最喜欢那时候~
      我们跟本不知道什么是爱情~
      傻乎乎的~！：D
      还记得那通电话吗？
      我们说了很长很长的时间！（厉害吧！）
      together say “byebye”
      I hate ppl touch my neck. u noe y？coz.. will let me think about u:(




memorizezzz~`是你给我最好的礼物：））
       very regret that i do something say something,so stupid!!
       will you forget me?:(hhmmmmmm?
       if time can reverse,(╯□╰)
       i wil never never never say those words~






GOD BLESS U！SMILE：）hehe
cow！muuuuuuu~haha

i tell myself i never never never ever see euw`s .(.....)something about uwx whether a little bit also NO
stop seeing U.!
make my heart so so soooooooo (dun noe hw to say\explain those hate feeling)='（confused? mybe?>\<
buttt.~
tadranng
i dun noe Can anot?
heeeeeeee



U!out off my mind..
start now!!!!!

dun eat vinegar!!
dun eat vinegar...
dun eat vinegar...
dun eat vinegar.....
dun eat vinegar.......
dun eat vinegar.........
dun eat vinegar...........
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~CONCENTRATE~
bah~><(╯﹏╰) 
you fully in my mind~='(
















you dun find me again.i tell u!
u just make dao pening kepala siak;(
sometimes friendly till dun know u is boy or girl~sometimes ........zzz dun known how to say~
u just follow ur mood only...><
is tat funny?o.Ohurh?!
i`m ur TOY       RITE?!=‘（



hmmmmmmmmmm....
T.T!!!!!!!!!!

what kind of person u aRe?


=FALSE PEOPLE=!XD

oh my goshhh!!












你觉得信任是什么？
哈！真丑陋.
:(
多么完美的信任啊。
完美倒要把它毁灭。！
是吗？是吗？这就是你所谓的信任。

!!?

哈！终于懂了！：）
虚假！奸诈！
heeeeeeeeee
hmmhhmhmhmhmmhmhmhmhm



                                               


                                                       

等你将久，你始终没有出现〉。《
你知道我再等你吗？hehe
<3
i miss uew, i really do..?

对！
我很懦弱。
什么问题困难都用哭来解决。
对。！
我不坚强。一点都不坚强。
对。对。对！
但谁可以教我什么是坚强?
我以为我够坚强.但还是失败.....
微笑.为什么那么难?为什么?
:下去啦.给他容易下台.?!
为什么?!
这一点我做不到.....
对不起~
我根本不知实情的经过,发生了什么事都不知道就被卷入其中.

真得很累,真的~
为什么?
忽视你?可能.有时没发觉
有的话.真得很抱歉...
不是故意不说话.只是怕说错话伤害你.
也不是故意不理会你,也不是当你透明..
只.是有时你的心清忽冷忽热

这几年的感情你把它当成什么了?
给你发泄的工具吗?
还是.............
.......
.............
.....................
..........................

我真得不知道.
我只知道往往是非就是引起事情的源头.
(>.<*)








nevermind~
whatever u say~
i jz noe tat in my mind u is my friend.
wat u say..
nevermind~~
everything, fine~=)

y me?!y me?!y me?!
yyyyyyyyyyy?
me sot?
i dun noe?
y me?
y tiba cry?
y??????????
y me sot?
y me like tat?
hu cn stop it?
hu cn help me cool down?

飞机婆。。。
always "fang fei ji"
><

brenda~
hahahaha...
sudnly~thing dao saturday at church u talk to me tat story...
same v "guang nam" say tat (sermon)
evry ppl whn say in third...thy bu hui say hao hao..
mesti angry n say something loudly ...
hahahahaha:XDD..
N TAT J.S..haha...naughty brenda..haha
go langkar thm....
so funny lah...
brenda i tell u arh..
gt satu orng chat v me..
we say dao hen shuang mah kan...sdly..keluar one sentences....
make me so funny n zhadao orh..><...=D
tat  ppl  say  :"U GUD GUD COME LAH"
laugh dao me...wan die dy.....hahahahahaha

brenda~tat ticket hw?
we at tat time cai buy?yeyeyeye!!
sit together wor...~~~`hoho

wait wait wait wait~
wait u cum wait u cum wait wait wait u cum~
but u never cum~
wait u on wait u on wait wait wait u on
but u orh....never ooooooonnnnnnnn~
haha....
haha...giv u~~~u sang d..XD


aiyo...today sendiri wait car neh..
><

want finish d shi hou...go voo voo zat zat zat thr~~~....lalalalalalalalalalala
{
alahhh~~~giv me heard something cnnt givv ppl heard d..
wahaha~but actually i din heard dao somebody saying wat..
haha...n go thr see dao satu orng make me terkejut..wahahaha}
heeeee.....
fren:kelly....voo zatzat.....brenda...hope u all happy ya..~
couple here couple there couple all the time..~~~~
lalala~~lalala~~lalalalala~

hu cn gues dao wat song lai d?

june so many ppl birthday..~~
gt brenda..voo zat...kelly...n somebody..haha
miss u all..
happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahaha...
brenda ~heeeeee.XD^^:)=Di love u n miss u..?>.<hw babe?miss we sms n at church n at skul we crazy`s faces..!!!!!!!
voo zat...miss u so much n tat day...haha...i also miss u call..wahahahaha..
kelly~liang moi...haha...happy wor..!!if u sad want "肩膀" haha dun forget gt me can giv u wor......happy guy..
~












aiyor..n "u" orh..
adui>.,<
miss u orh.....
ni hai ji de ni de ming zi mah?
aiyor i think u forget jor lor...
everytime wait u ...wait dao so sleepy u also din on..
haizzzz...
everyday see ur photo wheather gt new photo anot..
but~~~nope"hah...........
how many year edi?8year?!!!!ha~~~~~
so long edi..haha..
miss u babe..

saturday~
is kelly`birthday..!!
she say at kfc celebrate
hee....cn ply3
reach thr..they say wan see movie..
ok...but they buy liao ticket..but forget buy for me><(coz late cum)
jia ying bring me go buy lor....
yuan lai they see ghost movie..!><
aiyo me bu ke yi bu mai lor coz they buy edi...
shen wo yi ge..haizzz...nvm lor..
n thn go down eat kfc..
haha...1:30 liao..haha tat movie  1:45 start
so we din eat ayam...see liao cai eat..
dengdengdeng...the movie start..
ohgui orh...tat movie so scary..><
so many pary gt ghost...haha....but so chi ji..
nt thn finish liao they go ply"i thing is ding ding"
i dun noe wat kedai is it...
at kfc behind d...
ply syok liao jiu gi in eat ayam...haha..
n thn take photo..
sing happy birthday`~
talk some funny thing~
at they i giv satu lelaki maybe 4years something pijak kaki..aiyor...XD
every ppl laugh>.<
haha...n thn we dun noe wan go whr ply...
mung ting`s sis say...cum bak liao thn must say wan go whr?
darang..~mung ting`sis cam bak...n we go out..haha....
hai shi xiang bu dao wan go whr..><
car duduk liao seven orng..haha
zui shuai i n jia ying duduk "che xiang"
so kesian haha..
we diam2 dun noe wan go whr mah..
thn they say bak lor...
we jiu go playground play n play n play..~~~
haha.....XD

CONTINUE...

tis few day so happy...
haha...FREN love u so much..
first..is friday..u gues hu birthday?
is voo zat tine~wah..so happy...she big edi..haha(jkjk)
thn melody decide to giv voo zat zat SUPRISE...
haha..yeah!suprise...i love suprise..
we go voo zat2 d home..n thn tat melody na zhe kek pao zhe jing voo zat d hze?
everybody noe liao lor coz jiang da ge dong zuo,,
haha..bt still happy lah.....
sing"hAppy birthday"we all diam2..jz melody sing..wahahaha..
last2 gt sing lah
n thn voo zay keep say so toh orh so toh orh..
haha..n two of boy so malu...
haha...then eat finish kek.we go upstair"voo zat`s room"
first so bored dun noe wan do wat...
haha..BUT.haha
we at voo zat room"buang lai buang qu"
make dao zoo zat d room mcm...haha..."cn imagine"
haha...n we go park main...
hahahahahahaXD..TAT DAY i think voo zat happy...but me very happy..my fren birthday wor..hahaha
we ply dao very sot..
me n melody go ding dong ppl hze..butbutbut(sale d..no ppl d..)haha...XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FREN..WISH U ALL THE BEST..

today~`hmmm..feel okok lor....
at sukan latihan ok lah...run v fren...
first team...so scare!!!n thn we yue hao slow slow v jia ying n A class them
they say together run..
thn okay~~~
pang!!!!><they run dao arh...fast dao like "火箭"
haha..
finish run we rehat...
one fren dun noe wat name....she said:
beverly yuan lai mah he yuan lai u so so so slow
me:><i say u arh!say wait me...but?hergggg fast as pln.....adui
them we laugh ....
today so lucky....run finish liao 100m thn teacher say cn bak edi...
HURRAY!!!!

WOW!^
today...cam bak home.terus go opn com thn search some udang...(LAI NGIAO HAR)
search search xia search dao hair liao..n i see dao tis^..heeeeXD
wow!!!haha terus tu mata open besar2 o ..haha..nolah kidding~~
In morning ermmmm not morning is afternoon we go church eat breakfast...
eat finnish liao thn go out lor...
whn go out i "yi zhi"see lantai n my shoes..!!!
TIBA-2
nah~!!funny thing came out..~
dun noe why my dad stop at there..n then hear dao gt ppl say UNCLE n AUNT
thn i say:y gt ppl tiba say those words macam at beside me d(coz tat ppl say uncle those word so LOUD)
hee... no lahhh~~

thn i terus see lor...
"yi see terus xia dao"
YUAN LAI!!!
is VOO ZAT TING..haha...tat time really ngong at thr......haha...(really funny lor)
xDDDDDDDDDD
so funny lah..i think my face macam........haizzzz dun noe hw to say..."blur"

syok....!!


















                                                                                         

                                                                                                                                                        보물

 ermmmm....dunnoe why this few day fell so.. (complicated@@)
everything came out to my mind...
all about sadness more than  happiness.?
what happen to me?
why?why?why?i dun want like this.
hate it...
sorry for today~
jz ..（fell sorry)
pls forgive me....(=A.A
i jz dun know y i scold u..
actually i cn "tahan" but dun know why those word很就出现
jesus:when u hate ppl,mean that u already

 kill ppl.....

i know i known~!but hw can i do?
你不可为恶所胜,反要以善胜恶(罗12:21)


心情真得很乱.,不知如何是好.....
"你"不要再躲起来了"你不知我找"你"找得很辛苦吗?
为什么"你"要躲起来?
为何不让我找到"你"?
不要再玩躲猫猫了.一点也不好玩...


friend i need u...
family i need u...
money i need u...
feeling i need u...
GOD I NEED U....
alll of them i NEED need need need...but one thing i don`t wan is u "tears"
get lost from my life....
i don`t need u ....:`)

if`.........

if cnnt take out our shame.

如果不可以挪走羞耻，

就只是可以站在原地罢了！

永远没有走前一步的机会。！

^^

u though ppl like wat...
u also like wat....
hehe....><""
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so many wan to say...
bt~~~.....dun noe hw to start...
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..

..

YOU...
dun do the stupid thing
u so stupid...
i hate those ppl like YOU..
you so stupid .....
u think tat is funny?
SUICIDE?!!!!!????????
come on?
time will change?
ppl also will change?
jz u thing u hurt?
ppl no hurt...?!
GIRL do be like tis...
if u do tis nobody will take compassion on u...
jz let ppl feel u so WEAK...
dun be STUPID....
girl MUST BE Intelligent people。。。。。

想来想去。。。。。心酸！
将多年的感情，就因你的一句话。（没了）
爱是要慢慢建立的，但要伤害它却很容易。。

no nid to say out,if u dun wan to say..^^
i"m fine....i dun force u ...
i"m random ...
if u wan say jz say out....
if u scared ppl will say out jz dun say...
if u wan say to ppl something bt giv ppl de feeling is dun wan to say
jz dun say...coz u cn giv them the wrong feeling...
ex:"dun trust thm"...or something else...
i care fren!!!!
i really CARE...
i care anything in my life...
i dun care ppl say me wat?i dun care..
bt i care u say wat!




GOD:i jz wn do myself....bt always cnnt do it...i scare?wat i"m scaring for?stupid me!I just dun noe wat i"m doing?me scare about wat?so easy"s thing also cn make it so complex....@@..

haha..XD
thx god.....n EUW..
haha..thx d ppl hu cap me so ungly....
yes!!!i think " x" bu hui fan wo le bha?
haha
FREEDOM!!!!
NW?freedom...
i dun like u, u noe...
nw i dun trust "ai qing"
coz ai qing giv me change my whole life...i dun wan anymore.....
wat promise?
also LIE d...
cnnt BELIEVE...!!!!
i dun trust "love" anymore......

对不起！！！！！！！！！！
i dun like tat!
i really dun like tat...
if u bu dang wo shi ni de peng you?!
thn~ fine.....^^
dun jz thing u xxxxx or wat?
dun jz thing u sooooooooo xxx?
i really dun like u ...
u noe?
u jz yi wei u so wat?
u din xiang guo ppl de FEELING
jz u one d HEART is rou zuo d...
we also ok?
wo bu hui zai rang ni yi zhi shang hai wo....
u scold me.?!
i scold bak u?
i din "xin luan"
i talk to my self....
I WILL DO IT...
I DUN THINK PPL SEE ME LIKE WAT..
I JZ WAN DO MY SELF?
I so serious...
i dun jz ply2 d.....
please..!!!
求你。！A.A
u make me so unhappy everyday.
cn u jz stop it...
? <3

这次的经历让我学会了很多很多，也看见很多事情的发生。
有些人真得很有礼貌，有些人则心底好但外表很粗暴。
面子真得有那么重要吗？
路途可以很近，但偏偏人总是喜欢绕远路。
面子可以让你变得一无四处；
甚至还可以帮你变成穷人。
只要一句“对不起”
可以弥补你所犯的错吗？
只要一句“对不起”
真得可以换来你得安心吗？
伤害了人，
你觉得一句“对不起”，
可以删除别人的伤害吗？


答案：
         不能！

这次我真得学会很多也懂得很多。
回想以前的我有多幼稚，有多傻！》《
每次都想要依赖别人，
但...
这次我会学习成长。

倦了！！

我觉得我从以前到现在我改变了很多，
不知是不是大了，思想也变得好复杂，
很烦！有时真的不想讲太多。
累了，！！真得累了。！
没有人可以理解，
很想找个地方躲起来大哭一场。
放松？？说得容易但做却很难。
很想回到过去，却知道时间不可回头。

渴望有人真心的爱你有这么难吗？

真心的去说；

真心的去听；

真心的去做；

真的有这么难吗?

"称赞"人人都想要,

有谁不要呢?

但偏偏人就是这么的不愿意说出来,

如果我们大方一点就不会活得这么不开心....

人都需要爱,

没有爱我们这么生存.

真真的朋友，
是没有界限的；
也没有机心的

真真的朋友，
是什么都可以说的

真真的朋友，
当你有困难时;
他会帮助你一起度过难关。

真真的朋友，
不会因为一点小事情就不理你；
就离你而去。

真真的朋友，
当你做错了事;
他会劝告你这样子做是不对的，
他会教你要怎样做才是最正确最好的方法。

如果你身边有这样好你的朋友；
那你一定要好好地珍惜他哦！

停止问我那些问题，可以吗？
我不想答，
弄到我很烦。
我很想说我不要。
可是我怕我说了就不可以再回头，
怎样？
你很烦，我也是。。。

今天是我第一天去教堂。
虽然有点紧张，可是很开心，
我跟我的朋友在厕所，
然后发生了一件事，
哈哈！

之间

“你”突然间冷突然间热，

我真得很辛苦，我很想走出你的手掌心。

“你”弄到我提心吊胆，

没有安全感。

“你”每次都只样，

有时我们在一起的时候很开心，

有时又好像全世界对“你”有仇，

弄得我每天都在向今天你会开心吗？还是少跟“你”说话。

每天“你”只想到自己，你有没有曾想过你身边的人的感受？

突然间“她”就跟我说了三句话，

鼓励了我，

“她”说：

[为什么你要在乎别人的感受，

别人不会因觉得你可怜而关心你，在乎你，

多为自己找想]

还有一个“她”

“她”也教会我一件事

那就是

“不要理别人会说你什么，跟着你心里面的想法去做

只要你觉得是对的。”

只要我一想到有“你们”

我就会觉得我不是一个人的，

我还有很多朋友，

不一定只有“你”

我有这么好的朋友，我一定一定会珍惜。。。

所谓的不满足

为什么人总是对自己所拥有的而感到不满足，
一旦失去过，才会去珍惜你所拥有的呢？

懂得去珍惜你四周围绕着你的人,
是一件很幸福的事噢.

今天是第一次。

哇。终于回到家了。把不愉快的事情全都忘掉。也把开心的事情埋葬在心里，也把它变成记忆吧。